New Year’s Eve, It’s just another night out

 

Tonight is the last night of the year.

What comes to mind when I mention New Year’s Eve ?

Party favors, dancing, kisses at the stroke of midnight, countdown…

 

But to me, it’s just another night out,

only more crowded, expensive and loud.

So, I prefer to stay at home.

 

We are supposed to have fun and be happy tonight.

But not me, I have mixed feelings.

It’s sad to see the end of something.

On the other hand, I’m excited because it’s the beginning of a new cycle.

I’m looking back to the past and looking forward to the days to come.

 

And before I sign off, I’d like to make a toast :

 

The New Year is about to start

It’s time for bittersweet reflection

saying goodbye to the past.

It’s a time for new hopes,

new dreams,

and new aspirations.

There is a shift time.

Enter the new year

with an open mind.

 

Happy New Year! May 2011 be the Best Year Ever.

Oda a Nietzsche

 

Viví en directo la muerte de mi alma.

¿Cómo consolarme?

¿Quién borrará las huellas

de sangre?

 

Ya no sé hacia dónde caminar.

¿Iré hacia atrás, hacia delante,

hacia algún lado, hacia todas partes?

La inmensidad en todas direcciones,

estoy lejos de todos los soles.

 

Viajero sin rumbo que espera encontrar

el camino hacia un nuevo despertar.

 

Memoria In Aeterna

 

El silencio ha marchitado las flores,

la soledad ha carcomido tus huesos,

tu nombre en la losa fría

un dardo clavado en mi pecho.

 

¿Qué fue de la paz de tus labios,

del consuelo de tus brazos cercanos?

¿Dónde está la luz de tus ojos?

¡Todo es polvo!

 

¿Todo es nada?

Tu recuerdo permanecerá por siempre

en la tristeza de mi mirada.

My Heart is Bleeding

 

We made only one mistake,

we thought our love

would survive without care.

We missed our chance

and now it’s too late.

 

My heart is dreaming

of the past,

when my head was on your lap.

I must now forget and let you go.

I’ve never known pain so strong.

And not a second passes by

that I don’t wish could go back in time.

 

My heart is bleeding.

I need time to heal myself

and maybe one day

I’ll love you only like a friend.

Synonyme d’espoir

 

Parce que tu sais tout de moi,

il n’y a pas de secrets entre nous.

Parce que tu es mon meilleur ami,

viens, espoir, à mon secours !

 

Ma tête s’enfonce dans les ténèbres,

la solitude a empli mon âme.

Mon courage diminue dans la tristesse,

je me contente d’une vie sans flamme.

 

Tant de peur dans mon regard,

incapable de retrouver mon chemin,

je préfère oublier qui je suis

et rester à l’ombre de mon puit.

 

Emporte-moi, sur tes ailes, dans un monde de rêves,

éclaire mes doutes, berce mes blessures.

Sèche mes larmes de desespoir,

laisse aller mon chagrin.

 

Entre tes mains la promesse d’un nouveau départ,

je t’en supplie, ne m’abandonne pas.

Merry fucking Christmas!

 

I honestly used to like this season

many years ago.

But the joy I once had is gone.

I’ve tried so hard to like it again,

feel some Christmas cheer

but I just can’t.

I hate it for good reason,

such as I have lost a loved one,

or I feel alone.

There’s no meaning to it anymore,

No peace or goodwill out there,

It’s not even Jesus’ real birth date!

 

I freakin’ hate to pretend

to be happy and have a great time.

Lights, decorations, crowds at shops, it sucks !

and above all

the shitty carols sung by children

bother me the most.

 

This is my revenge

Kids, open your ears

Santa doesn’t exist,

he was made up by a big company.

Santa is a fat bitch !!!

 

And to end this sweet poem,

I wish all my brother scouts

A Merry Fucking Christmas ! Peace out !

(My greetings

are warm and hearty)

Fail, fail and fail again (About me Failing my driving test)

 

I took my driver’s test

for the 3rd time today.

Needless to say, I failed.

No desire to go into details.

I did something wrong.

If i could go back

and fix my fault !

 

My legs were shaking,

my hands were sweating,

my mouth was dry.

I couldn’t get over my nerves !

Why? Why?

 

I feel so down, stupid and helpless.

really depressed.

I feel pity for myself.

I need support from friends.

 

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